AnonymousPoetGirl

I understand now because the decision that ended your life was a simple one despite what they tell you, it's either yes or no in these situations its not "I'll get to it later," its now its black and white and grey no longer exists when they handed you the bottle, it was either yes or no and everyone knows its detrimental to say no so you put your lips to the glass, tip, and attempt to swallow the self-inflicted poison without choking and when the pipe is passed you inhale before you ask what it is youre trapped in a spinning nightmare that was definitely not from weed the only noise that ever escapes your lips is, "Yes, yes, yes." you'

The stars are the beaming faces of angels looking down on you They shine when you shine They are your third and fourth and thousandth mothers Caressing and loving you to no end The sun is your father He teaches you and holds you gently when you are cold He is protection and I have never seen him dim They gave you life And in that life, you excel You shine in everything, like the shining beings you come from You are not human You are not alien You are something else entirely Shiny, brand new And you'll never grow old The universe is your grandfather He knows all He has all the secrets And if you're good, he will tell them to yo

i hope you have as much trouble dragging yourself out of bed as i do every morning because i can hardly move fear paralyzing me pinning me to my mattress i hope you know the torture you inflicted the pain I'm filled with you've ripped me apart at the seams already fragile to begin with now nonexistent i forced to see you day after day nightmare after nightmare your eyes track me and i want to melt into my shoes i hope you feel the rays of burning fury i aim at you as we brush past in the hallway as you hold her hand as you kiss his lips i hope you know that i am angry angry enough to do something stupid angry enough to hurt someone

A nod of your head A crack in your smile Has my lips locked with yours A pretense of compassion A gleam in your eye Has me trapped in your sights And there's no escape from such a cage A move for my hand A sigh from your lips And my hands in your pants A tug at the belt A thrust of your hips And I'm down on my knees Choking on love I'm spitting up juice But you seem so serene And you are never so pleased A few pills along the way And the path to guilt isn't all that long Drown out the pain Hands in my hair Urging me on How else can we break the rules? How else can I destroy myself? The night is young, There's plenty to of t

I'm going I speak here, for I have run out of places to speak. I'm going to write here, for I have run out of places to write. I'm going to scream here, for I have run out of places to scream. Please, will you hold me up? My supports have vanished Stranger, may I believe in you? My faith has dissolved Can I pray with you? My god is dead and gone I'll find a box on the side of the road and live there There is less fear there than in my home And at least I would find friends in the company of rats Can I live with you? My rats have all scurried away And my head seems no longer capable Of creating the illusion of friends Instead

Silence Calm (Be still, maybe they won't see you) Connection moment of impact Shattering Scattering Before your eyes I'm broken (No tears today, I'm all dried out) My world- falling apart Duct tape (All gray and boring) To put me back together Once again

Wonderland is systematic No one cries; do not panic Be one time Stay in line Sit still Bend to my will No one laughs here Everyone's mad here Pour a cup of tea, Dear Listen to me speak, Dear Turn off the lights, go to bed Listen, listen, cot off their heads! Queen of hearts Read the cards Your fate is sealed Life's a deal I am the Queen, the king is dead I rule now, I cut off his head! Wonderland is dead Blood has been shed I rule the corpses I rule the dirt I rule the zombies turning in their graves I know what they crave Still they must obey Hearts of paper-mache

If I told you That somewhere in the world A man was living off of rice and coconuts In a house that falls over   In every single storm it encounters Would you believe me? (how could you not?) If I told you That there is a family With eight kids That only have one toy to share   And they think its a luxury Would you care? (Do you even look at your old toys?) If I told you That there are children That work harder than you   In cruel, mean factories And get paid pennies Would you do anything about it? (What could you even do?) What if I said There is a girl She live in this town Who gives all her food to her little brother so

There's a row of chairs Each one filled One person is talking loudly on the phone Two girls are taking pictures together and laughing One is texting Another is on Facebook Someone is taking about sex Another is listening eagerly A boy is staring at a girls boobs while his mother talks about school Someone is laughing But one is sitting quietly, facing straight ahead as she wishes to be invisible